Day 25

It has been a very exhausting day. It has been a puddleglum day. I'm not really sure why. Maybe not getting enough sleep, maybe a room full of people staring at me while my baby screams because he is over tired because I woke him up early to go to church and then he didn't have a nap, maybe it was riding in a vehicle that was in a hurry while it poured rain on already puddled Lebanese streets with Lebanese drivers, maybe it is a bunch of little things that have finally begun to take their toll....either way, I am tired and I don't feel like I accomplished anything today except letting my flesh overcome me. But you know what is a blessing? A couple days ago, the Lord overwhelmed me with how blessed I was... and when He did that, He knew that today was coming. And thankfully He didn't let me forget. So although I could wallow in my sin and self-centeredness, my gracious Father is faithful to lift me out of the mire. O Lord thank you that I can rest in You, knowing that You will never let me go. Thank you that "He who began a good work will finish it". Thank you that You don't expect me to be perfect... You knew I couldn't be and You lived the perfect Life i couldn't live. All my hope rests in You. I am Yours, save me.